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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
at 1:33:00 AM

MOVED
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Saturday, August 8, 2009
Weird computer. at 7:08:00 AM

I don't know what's wrong with my Facebook, actually I think my computer internet. Everything just don't works well, my Facebook cannot comment or write a note.
But I did one that is super long - A-Z about GouJun(: but can't post so I think it will be good if I just post it here.when everything is back to normal then i post at Facebook or anything.



A - Accidents

01. Have you ever been in a car accident?
bicycle? laugh.
02. Do you have a lot of scars?
I think a few:(
03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone?
Sis?
04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake?
I guess is a yes:( Sorry to that person.
05. Have you ever had stitches? Where?
No(:

B - Beauty

06. Do you consider yourself beautiful?
See compare with who.
07. Are you self conscious of how you look?
yes.
08. Do you put on a lot of makeup?
Foundation ,blushes & mascara. Consider?
09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?
Yes.
10. What do you think makes a person beautiful?
Inner + pleasant looking.

C - Consequences

11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for?
Few weeks.

12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion?
This will never happen before my marriage, but as you said, IF , i will keep it.

13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people?
Yes.

14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you?
What ever that makes me feel bad/sad at that moment after the someone did something?

15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end?
Trusting people too easily.

D - Dealing

16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?
Blackface and maybe walk away/ignore them.

17. Name a time when you had to be strong.
During my CCA lols!

18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home?
Quarreling.

19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?
Either ignore them and look for the true friend or ........ ( too violent to say )

20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it.
No.

E - Experience

21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs?
Burger king, admin staff ,packer, hawker helper (dad's)

22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all?
-.-

23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far?
Maybe? School/Parents/Friends/Love. So many to deal with?

24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)?
NO!

25. How old do you act?
17?

F - Family

26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why?
No.
27. If you had to choose, family or friends?
Family.
28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?
Although I have never say this before, but you must know that I love you all truly.
29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them?
Not really.
30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members?
Rarely.
G - Growing

31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?
-.- 154 , 160?
32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that?
Nope :'(
33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish?
Being too mature = life is boring. But balance things well will be my choice.
34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50?
That's like ofcourse I will turn 30,40,50 if I don't I will be feeling scared. But yes I will be worried,cause I don't want to turn old.
35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?
duh!

H - Hope

36. Love - real or not?
Yes.
37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist?
Optimist, I guess?
38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?
Half half.
39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive?
Maybe not.
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?
My family.
I - Issues

41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness?
I don't think so?
42. Do you have any type of disease or disability?
No.
43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?
No.
44. Do you think that you are alone in this world?
No. Lots of friends.
45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?
Seldom, unless having conflicts with family members.

J - Jokes

46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke)
Mother f()()k()()rrrrrrrrrrrrr... [from hangover]
47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around?
I guess depends on the mood? But usually people makes me laugh bah.
48. Do you cry when you laugh hard?
Yes.Sometimes.
49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day!
when someone in our class fell when playing.
50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class?
No.

K - Knowledge

51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends?
learn and make new friends.
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?
average.
53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever?
A1
54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher?
F? Of course higher.
55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?
Maths/Art.

L - Love

56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before?
No,yes.
57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)?
Yes, but don't show.
58. Is love worth it?
Yes,spread your love to everyone.!
59. Do you hate it when girls/boys in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months?
I don't really get this question but i won't hate people for saying they love someone that they've been dating for a few months because love can strike anytime anywhere even it's just a second!!!!
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word?
Depends on who.

M - Money

61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round?
yes.
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money?
poor.
63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?
i can't save.
64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with?
finding the perfect person to marry and start a family.
65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you?
10!!!

N - Naughty

66. Are you a virgin?
Ofcourse!
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with?
Bad.
68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that?
Their behavior!!
69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?
Erase.
70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? You can’t say both!
fun loving(: laugh. nice?

O - Openness

71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone?
Easily.
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone?
I don't know why but I trust everyone, except those that did anything that makes me lose faith in them then I keep a distance with them to prevent getting hurt again.
73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason?
YES. past exp.
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually?
When that man is my husband.
75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them?
Parents - who is my bf.
Friends - what is going on with my life.

P - Positive

76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times?
keep?
77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all?
I agree to a large extend.
78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be?
Optimistic?
79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything?
Maybe, depend on what stuff. Be realistic.
80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please explain what it was:
Lose a friend but get back true friends.

Q - Questions

81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?
Try first if cannot make it then seek for help.
82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation?
Nope not really interested. Cause we're already here living,treasure it ?
83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be?
Yes! Can Singaporeans enjoy 50% offer on things we buy?
84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go?
Confront then nego/solve it?
85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to?
Bermuda triangle?

R - Respect

86. How do you show respect?
Listen to what they have to say? Treat them like how we want people to treat us.
87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them?
2 headed snake! , backstabbers .
88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures?
Depend on who. But I will unless they makes me lose faith in them.

89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment?
Nothing much.
90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness?
Mean back. But if it's someone that i love, i would show them my kindness instead.

S - School

91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into?
i'm in sec 5?
92. When will you graduate high school/college?
2009!!
93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do?
Polytechnic.
94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it?
Like and hate.
Like- can make true friends there.
Hate- when met backstabbers/etc when maybe they're one of your classmate(same age)[how/why they actually do that.]
95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school?
suspended-.-

T - Temptation

96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay?
Yes.
97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it?
Ask ask only. But my determination is strong enough :D :D :D :D :D :D
98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it?
Yes, sell ice cream?
99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love? What did you end up doing?
I never had that thinking. I mean stranger why will think till having sex with them?
100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed?
Depend on what thing.

U - Unique

102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it?
No?
103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces?
Don't really follow trends, but if it's something that interested me I will?
104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex?
NO.
105. What makes you different from people your age?
Looking more mature? -.-

V - Value

106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room?
My bed, my wardrobe , mirror , bra, clothes , handphone ??? laugh!
107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people?
Loved ones, but if im no longer around i cant protect / take care of my loved ones. YES ofcourse I will!
108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?
Health?
109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab?
Fluffy if can cell phone.
110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future?
I think there is a link , from those past memories we learn and then from there we know how to deal with what might be coming in the furture.

W - Wishes

111. If you had three wishes, what would they be?

1.Get into Polytechnic
2.Everyone in the world to be healthy!
3.Get married to a man that can raise me without me working. (be a tai tai)

112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?
Loved ones.
113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?
yesyesyes.
114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish?
yes.but i dont remember what was that wish.
115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen?
No, it's not a waste of time!

Y - You

121. Are you more independent or social?
social. I don't like being alone.
122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it?
People that flirts with attached people.
123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things?
I don't know, don't think so bah.

124. What kind of person would you be if you didn’t have guidance from family members, God, teachers, etc.? Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life?

I don't know what kind of person I would be if there isn't any guidance from my parents.
Develop their personalities based on what they went through n life.

125. Do you think people are generally good ?
? ya?

Z - Zest

126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not?
Yes because everyone i love is still with me.
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it?
Scared if I'm standing alone.
129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people?
Yes!
130. What is the most motivational thing in the world?
Animals!








Indeed a long post right? Remember to rest your eyes after using so much strength! :D
Weather have been bad and still bad so take good care of yourself people!
Don't let people that cares for you to get worry.
Okay I'm turning in already,goodnight people. Loves~

Anyway I took out my chatbox already cause it's so dead.
Anything comment through my post bah! - top last. [leave a comment] :D
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Monday, July 27, 2009
Best wedding ever. ! at 2:09:00 PM

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Racial Harmony(: at 1:54:00 AM

Hello, Racial Harmony day was like fun but school still on that's kind of bored.Especially when quiz are still on! Took lots of photos, more photos are up on Facebook(:

Always my dear.

My love one miaohui.

jessie and me(:

Naveen.

Yusran.

Sufian.

Hafiz.

Farhan.

Priya.

Nisa.

Evelyn,Jessie.

Candid.

gangster!

Ivy,Yusran,Sufian,B.vik,Farhan.

Hafiz- the shooter.

point point(:

Girls.




Okay, I am kind of tired/sleepy.
Good Luck to those who are taking O Level Mother Tongue Listening Compre tomorrow! :D


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Monday, July 20, 2009
History at 1:57:00 AM

Hello, it have been ages i last blog. You know lar, I do not have good memory. These are some old photos....








Rollar blade is fun! Love it(:


Pool- one fine sat after tuition.


I was being forced to take that!


TongSheng emo.



My Beloved Fluffy~loves



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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Bad parents. at 9:48:00 PM

This is what I've got from my friend Loh Wei Ze's blog and thinking it's damn gross and irritating.
I hope none of this is happening, I hope they are just photoshop-ed, please tell me it is! How they can manage themselves to do this on innocent kids.? What the hell are they thinking man!








This is the worst of all! WhatTheF***!!!!!

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Saturday, July 4, 2009
New blog skin at 5:53:00 AM

After messing up my previous blog skin i decided to just change a new one, and the tracks as well. Hope readers will enjoy their stay here(:
Later will be going to Raffles City area again to get the class bag for Mrs.Y then will do some shopping. Hope weather will be nice (:
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Loner. at 1:25:00 AM

Oh my goodness! Please pick up a mirror and take a look at yourself can? If no money then maybe urine in the toilet bowl and see also can! If too smelly ,my advise to you is that Singapore have lots of rivers and drain perhaps (totally suits some kind of people)!
What you think you're again? A Caucasian? Don't make me laugh my ass off can? You think your English is that good? You think what? You're popular? You're so good looking? Oh my god! Please don't think so highly of yourself can? Stop it and those teaching bad about my friend! You're just a total bad germs that spreads around to others and you're irritating!
Stop all those acts can? Two headed snake? Me? Laugh! I guess you are the one! From a nice and gentle person to someone that is so mean. Oh i forgot to mention this you're always stingy! You don't have to deny it.
I was also surprised that you actually used something that in our circle no one have used before - [Laugh] . I did not know that you're a 'copycat' as well and it's kind of gay-ish to do that or maybe you're one!
Please stop using words that you don't even know the meaning at all and apply onto the others.I guess I will just stop here and not dirty my blog further.

Anyway i did not said that my English is good, so please don't bother to dig out any mistakes. I know there maybe numerous of them.
If you're reading this, I hope you think twice before attacking.
Anyway, you're just an Disease to us!

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Fluke at 5:50:00 AM











This is a damn old show, was release on the June 02, 1995 by Carlo Carlei.
I wonder how the hell the animals acted. I hope no animals were hurt during the film!
Watch this show, believe me you will tear while watching and for sure learn something from it.
"Cherish"

Soundtrack

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Monday, June 22, 2009
Sony Ericsson - Overview - Satio & Aino at 7:02:00 PM

Sony Ericsson - Overview - Satio

Sony Ericsson - Overview - Aino

Which is better?
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Webcam. at 4:30:00 PM

Hello people, Webcam can be more fun with this feature fixed in your laptop/computer(:



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Happy Birthday to Evelyn at 4:10:00 PM

Hopefully its a memorable day for the birthday girl,Evelyn. Did the videos and donuts hope it's edible. [Laughs] I don't know what else to post, just hope everything goes well for you and your birthday may your birthday wishes come true(:





More photos are at Facebook(:

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Why am i a girl ? at 7:21:00 PM

Slept till 2plus today,rot at home doing nothing.Was lucky that my monthly thingy come only today and not yesterday.But its fucking pain this month so please don't get yourself into trouble for making me unhappy. (: Was surfing the net and this two ring caught me eye. Anyone wanna get for me?


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Class Outing at 8:24:00 AM

Sentosa,its a paradise where teenagers will go to play: Volleyball, Frisbee, Swimming, Sun-tan and even Soccer. There are also events that makes life more fun and interesting when you discovered you doing new stuff.
Went there for sun tanning but in the end Evelyn(the most who want to be tanned) and Jessie do not have much effect.

I'm seriously sleepy and dont really know what am i typing.So i will use short form to avoid more mistakes.

-Sun tanned
-Volleyball
-Frisbee
-Bathed
-To vivo had dinner
-Went to open air played True Or Dare! -damn fun lar. [laugh]
-Went back Hougang Bahri's house playground continued True game all the way.
-To my void deck, brought Fluffy down.
-Ate Cheese prata!
-Played psp.
-Angry with Fluffy.
-Homesweethome at 5:45AM

*Waiting for more photos...







hohoho.

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